$3000 Grant - PRAY!

If you're much in the adoption world, you've probably heard of Shaohannah's Hope. It's the organization founded by Steven Curtis and Mary Beth Chapman. Well, we've applied for a $3000 grant from them, and we should find out if we've received the grant by Christmas.

Would you pray for us to receive the $3000 grant? It would pretty much take care of the rest of our expenses (minus additional, non-related sibling fee, if necessary)!!!! It would be the best Christmas present.

HoHoHo. Merry Christmas!

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April L. Diaz

April has been a visionary activist her entire life. She has made it her mission to lead high performing teams and develop leaders in the margins of society while caring for our bodies, mind, and spirit. Secretly, she’s a mix of a total girly girl and a tomboy, and is still crazy about her high school sweetheart, Brian. Together, they co-parent 3 fabulous kiddos and live in Orange County, CA.

Expedite

You may have heard that our estimated wait time to bring our babies home is 14 more months. Boo. We don't like that. Our agency is conservatively projecting 5-7 more months until referral and then an additional 6 months until we travel to bring them home. Ugh.
So... We are asking you to pray. My ever-so-faithful-in-prayer mom recently emailed me the following,
Re: waiting room?

"I’ve had one word appear over & over & over since you originally told us that the wait was going to be longer... EXPEDITE. That’s been my continual prayer.

Lord, we want YOUR will to be done;
we want the children you have planned for April & Brian. But if there is any way that this can be EXPEDITED, that’s my prayer for them..."

I had another friend email me, "I personally defy time lines; I ask for the impossibles."

We've also heard from our agency that we could be in the "wait room of referrals" anywhere from #3 to #30. In my hubby's words, "3 is good! 30 is not." Therefore, we could get our referral very soon. Or it could be as they expect.

Would you pray that the God who controls all time lines, births, matching of families, and "gotchya days" brings our babies home sooner than expected? EXPEDITE. There are 2 little ones out there who need to be Diaz's. EXPEDITE.

Yet, "not my will, but yours be done."

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April L. Diaz

April has been a visionary activist her entire life. She has made it her mission to lead high performing teams and develop leaders in the margins of society while caring for our bodies, mind, and spirit. Secretly, she’s a mix of a total girly girl and a tomboy, and is still crazy about her high school sweetheart, Brian. Together, they co-parent 3 fabulous kiddos and live in Orange County, CA.

A Prayer to Embrace the Mystery

Just as you cannot understand the path of the wind or the mystery of a tiny baby growing in its mother's womb, so you cannot understand the activity of God, who does all things.
Ecclesiastes 11:5

The point is not to understand "why?" The hope is not to comprehend the mysteries of "why not me?" The purpose is to know, love, and trust in the God who does all things good. Perhaps when I'm old and wrinkled I'll understand God's activity better. I suppose I'll never understand fully this side of heaven.

Help me in my unbelief. Grow me in my doubts and anxieties. Turn my mourning into dancing. Move me from sorrow to trust with you. Cause my dependency on you to increase. Allow me to have useful time before our babies come. Multiply contentment in my spirit for my hope and sustenance is in you. Discipline me when I miss the point of the pain and turn inward. Be gracious to me. I am blessed - help me be a blessing to others.

Cause me to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning, for in you I trust.

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April L. Diaz

April has been a visionary activist her entire life. She has made it her mission to lead high performing teams and develop leaders in the margins of society while caring for our bodies, mind, and spirit. Secretly, she’s a mix of a total girly girl and a tomboy, and is still crazy about her high school sweetheart, Brian. Together, they co-parent 3 fabulous kiddos and live in Orange County, CA.